November 13,1950

January 2, 2008

Monday – Clear

Even medicine compounded from hundred or a thousand of herbs will not cure illness if one fails to take it. It is like starving while having treasure in a storehouse and not knowing how to open the door, or dying with medicine in one’s pocket and now knowing one that one should take it.

- (GZ, pg 416)

Home at 10:00.

Put in order my record of Mr. Toda’s speech yesterday. It took me until midnight. It gave me a solemn feeling.

When, and to whom, can I tell what is in my heart?

Mr. Toda temporarily relinquished the general director position to Y. at yesterday’s general meeting. He is waiting for the next opportunity. No matter who may lead Soka Gakkai, my only teacher is Mr. Toda.