April 26, 1951

Thursday – Clear

Say these things mildly but firmly in a quiet voice with a calm gaze and an even expression.

- The Teaching, Practice and Proof (WND, pg 478)

The five characters of Myoho-rengo-kyo, the heart of the essential teaching of the Lotus Sutra, contain the benefit amassed through the countless practices and meritorious deeds of all Buddhas throughout the three existences.

- The Teaching, Practice and Proof (WND, pg 481)

My physical condition is quite bad. Pondered deeply whether this is caused by some slander I may have committed.

Visited T. in Tachikawa. An evil man. Regret having maintained faithful friendship with him, not realising him to be such a schemer. I was misled by his status as a senior graduate from the same school.

An evening youth division meeting. Discussed On the Four Stages of Faith and Five Stages of Practice. given an assignment on the ‘three assemblies in two places’ by Mr. Toda. Must deeply ponder the Daishonin’s teachings and study them systematically. Must undertake my study based upon faith.

Ashamed of my shallow Buddhist study. I can only forge ahead.

Encouraged U., whom I met looking downcast at Koiwa Station. The image oh hos joyous expression lingers in my mind.

Home at 11:30.

April 25, 1951

Wednesday – Clear

Attended the Gohonzon-enshrining ceremonies with Mr. Toda at the homes of Y. and M. My teacher’s determination is becoming more and more sublime. He seems in deep contemplation. The Soka Gakkai’s progress is decided entirely by Mr. Toda’s determination and progress.

Met priests Hosoi and Chigusa. Thinking of the prosperity our religion will enjoy ten years in the future fills me with joy.

Late at night, my brother came to visit me. Shed tears when I saw him.

To bed, 1:30.