May 25, 1951
August 28, 2009
Friday – Clear
In the evening – fourteen eager youths gathered for a lecture from Mr Toda. It was on Letter from Sado. Must try my best.
Regret that I cannot make progress as I desire. Some days I feel so miserable I want to cry. I keep worrying about Omori District. Will pray to Gohonzon for it to become a perfect district.
Why are youths’ mind always changing? Inspiration, despair, joy, suffering, the desire for improvement, dejection, high spirits, worry, optimism, caution … In any event, I must be youthful. Must live as befits a young man. To bed 3:00.
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